I would like to share a poem i wrote to my EX partner of 20yrs who had a chronic addiction to Marijuana:-
It doesnt seem fair
That Im to share you with another
Though she has been in your life a lot longer than I.
Such an overbearing force in your life
Consumed by desire
Paranoia of discovery
Delusions of grandeur
Fear of her absence
Fear of her presence
Rage at the thought of her not being available
Overwhelming passion and addiction
Penetration of every emotion
Withdrawal is a nightmare
She's drawn you into a very lonely life
And only you can choose whether to follow Mari-J-Uana.
People are not alone in their suffering there are more than enough people affected by this directly and indirectly...Stay strong and always let your conscience be your guide.