It's been two weeks since I have thrown all my ****, bongs, paper, grinders, vaporizers, in the garbage. 25 years of a bad habit in the garbage can. And how do I feel great!
The lung weezing is down to almost nothing. I have more energy to do things. My wife noticed that I am more present with the family. 5 minutes ago, I was outside enjoying my son and the sun, throwing the baseball. I feel like I'm awakening. I am also loosing weight because I don't have munchies as much. The MJ cravings have almost completely disappeared. The meditations helps tremendously with that.
The only drawback I'd say is sex. I used to have the most intense and long orgasm with a always on libido. Now my libido is down, my orgasms are not intense like they used to be and not as long either. Maybe this will come back. Maybe I will need to learn how the get such orgasms in other ways like read some tantra sex books or something.
But overall, I feel like I felt after quitting tobacco 6-7 years ago. I could be wrong but I feel like I wont fall.
If you are thinking about quiting, just do it.
The lung weezing is down to almost nothing. I have more energy to do things. My wife noticed that I am more present with the family. 5 minutes ago, I was outside enjoying my son and the sun, throwing the baseball. I feel like I'm awakening. I am also loosing weight because I don't have munchies as much. The MJ cravings have almost completely disappeared. The meditations helps tremendously with that.
The only drawback I'd say is sex. I used to have the most intense and long orgasm with a always on libido. Now my libido is down, my orgasms are not intense like they used to be and not as long either. Maybe this will come back. Maybe I will need to learn how the get such orgasms in other ways like read some tantra sex books or something.
But overall, I feel like I felt after quitting tobacco 6-7 years ago. I could be wrong but I feel like I wont fall.
If you are thinking about quiting, just do it.
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