Wats up guys. Today i smoked with a friend and now i feel down. Im planning on not smoking this week. Hopefully this feeling of being down goes away. Feeling really depressed lately. I want my life back. Its so hard for me to even write right now. Is this what the drug has done to me? Well the drug and alcohol cause i tend to drink on weekends and i wanna stop that too. I guess the only good thing about me feeling like this is that im accepting i have a problem and that i dont want to live my life like this. I really do not wanna rely on any substance to live life happy. I need to get my life back and i need to leave the drugs and alcohol behind!!