well, it's been about 20 days, and I wasn't prepared to deal with the stress that's coming now. I'm back at work and I work in a start-up environment. I had been smoking heavilty the last 6 months straight (at night, before getting up in the morning to go to work), so first I need to know if this is just my natural state and so be it?? Aren't I supposed to be past the withdrawl symptoms at this stage? The fog's supposed to be gone and so on... Am I just supposed to re-learn how to relax? When I first started working (had been clean for years) I didn't feel this way, far from it... do I just have to accept that the pot has screwed me up beyond repair as far as my nerves go? Sounds like I might just be headed for a nervous breakdown.
I'm doing really silly things under pressure at work (when you work in the internet field consequences can be instant. ) or at home....basically running around like a bee and with the brain of a bee too at times (no offense to bees!)
I'm really tense, to the point I can't sleep at night.
The scary part is wondering if it will stay that way...I wouldn't have worried so much if it was day 6-7 but it's been nearly 3 weeks since I stopped.
Any advice from long-term quitters? Wondering what the timeline has been for most..
thanks
I'm doing really silly things under pressure at work (when you work in the internet field consequences can be instant. ) or at home....basically running around like a bee and with the brain of a bee too at times (no offense to bees!)

I'm really tense, to the point I can't sleep at night.
The scary part is wondering if it will stay that way...I wouldn't have worried so much if it was day 6-7 but it's been nearly 3 weeks since I stopped.
Any advice from long-term quitters? Wondering what the timeline has been for most..
thanks
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