Well i made it to five weeks today. I tell ya (as im sure you all know) its not been easy. The worse thing is seeing my mates who are always smoking and rolling up in front of me (smells so fine!). But hey, so far so good. The longer i go, kinda the easier it gets but kinda not if you know what i mean. Guess i'll always wanna get baked but im still pretty damn determined not to. Ive always hit the bottle instead whenever ive quit before but this time i havnt which is a big thing for me. I still drink but only on my days off (not everyday) and even then i dont wanna get trashed. It feels like im undoing the good work ive done when i drink to much and wake up feeling like s***. Maybe im jus getting old haha. Also i havnt been gaming. Im a big gamer with well over 1500 hours on world of warcraft (been gaming for over 25 years). Trouble is i associate gaming with smoking so im kinda afraid to go back to it although i miss it bad. So heres to the next five weeks.. i'll keep you posted
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