It seems as though I cant stop. The only time I have stopped was when I was in jail, and when I was in there I smelled some guys smoking and it just made me want to go smoke a fat ass blunt as soon as I got out. I try to think that I dont waste my day.. But I recently lost my job, and really have alot of time on my hands. I try to work out or do something to get my mind and want off of the idea of getting high but after I work out or clean the whole house I find smoking so soothing. Im high right now "because i like it before i go to sleep" but it makes me stay up because I want to do somethin stupid like play video games until my eyes are bleeding. I dont even enjoy smoking it that much I feel as though I need it to function. I like to smoke up to an ounce a day sometimes.....
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