My first day without marijuana...

[Cannabis Rehab Guest]

I started smoking the drug again in 2004. I was never hard in to if prior, and really didn't like it. But after 2004, I started smoking all the time. College was easy to me, so I was able to smoke and skip class, and still graduate on time. But I noticed I went from the weekend joints to a daily occurrence. Everyday I would smoke, except in the mornings before work. I was never a smoke and go to work guy, but right after work I would light one up. And keep going until bedtime.

Now, last week my dealer quit... good for him... but it left me without any hookups. So I took that as a sign for me to quit. I officially had my last one last night, and today I'm jittery and anxious. A part of me really doesn't want to quit, I won't lie, I enjoy it greatly. Its help me become more spiritual and open minded, and less shy because of that. Although I sweat from my forehead when talking to anyone, I'm not intimidated or anything like that, I just get this sudden anxious, so I'm hoping that changes.

Oddly enough, a contact just called. If I do pick up, I'm going to start with Boundaries. I'm pledging on smaller rolls, instead of my 2 large rolls per session and mandatory gym before smoking.

[Cannabis Rehab Admin]

Hi and welcome.

Whether you want to detox or just cut down is something only you can decide, experiencing some anxiety is perfectly normal and it should pass. I don’t know for certain whether your life will be better or not if you do quit, it can be for many but every case can be different, but I don’t think you need marijuana to be spiritual. Personally I don’t think spiritually is about using drugs.

Anyway I wish you the best of luck with whatever you decide. Take care and please keep us posted.