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Hi Guys!
I have found CannabisRehab.org and it was a best thing I could do!
I am 28 and smoke for 10 years now.
In the beginning it was one joint in the weekend, then, for 3 years I smoked after coming back from work, but since beginning of this year I started to smoke at noon, on weekends even just after waking up...
I am married and we smoke together.
I started to have problems at work and decided to try to detox as I can clearly see that it was smoking that caused problems.
I was thinking I should stop almost every night when I was stoned already, but the next day in the morning I felt like I couldnt resist - I was starting to smoke earlier and earlier, doing less and less of daily tasks and not doing absolutely anything other than smoking in the evenings.
I started to notice I lost a good contact with my relatives, friends and that 90% of my life is being concentrated around smoking - I was declining to go to parties where there were no smokers, I couldnt spend more than 3 hours at family dinners, looking at my watch every 5 minutes and not being able to sit calm and enjoy food and companion.
Oh,
I did have few breaks throughout the time - usually a month or 2.
Last week I went for a 7 days holiday with my friends - we did drink a lot and enojy sun and partied but now I am back at home and it is second day here.
It is really difficult. I feel sleepy, dizzy, tired, I get this runs of cold thoruoghout my body and it is easy to irritate me. mood swings are on daily basis ;-) ;-(
But there are few things I am proud of - I didnt smoke with my wife yesterday evening and we did visit smoking freinds today - I was happy to find out I saw them smoking and felt the smell of nice joint but found enough willpower to go outside and have a cigarette instead.
Thats another thing that I noticed - I strated to smoke a lot of cigarettes (like 50-60% more)
ok, I hope to stand still by my decision. I wish you luck everybody and hope you succeed
"!!
I have found CannabisRehab.org and it was a best thing I could do!
I am 28 and smoke for 10 years now.
In the beginning it was one joint in the weekend, then, for 3 years I smoked after coming back from work, but since beginning of this year I started to smoke at noon, on weekends even just after waking up...
I am married and we smoke together.
I started to have problems at work and decided to try to detox as I can clearly see that it was smoking that caused problems.
I was thinking I should stop almost every night when I was stoned already, but the next day in the morning I felt like I couldnt resist - I was starting to smoke earlier and earlier, doing less and less of daily tasks and not doing absolutely anything other than smoking in the evenings.
I started to notice I lost a good contact with my relatives, friends and that 90% of my life is being concentrated around smoking - I was declining to go to parties where there were no smokers, I couldnt spend more than 3 hours at family dinners, looking at my watch every 5 minutes and not being able to sit calm and enjoy food and companion.
Oh,
I did have few breaks throughout the time - usually a month or 2.
Last week I went for a 7 days holiday with my friends - we did drink a lot and enojy sun and partied but now I am back at home and it is second day here.
It is really difficult. I feel sleepy, dizzy, tired, I get this runs of cold thoruoghout my body and it is easy to irritate me. mood swings are on daily basis ;-) ;-(
But there are few things I am proud of - I didnt smoke with my wife yesterday evening and we did visit smoking freinds today - I was happy to find out I saw them smoking and felt the smell of nice joint but found enough willpower to go outside and have a cigarette instead.
Thats another thing that I noticed - I strated to smoke a lot of cigarettes (like 50-60% more)
ok, I hope to stand still by my decision. I wish you luck everybody and hope you succeed
"!!
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