I am on my fifth day of non-smoking after smoking daily for over 15 years. I'm 35 with a 2 year old and I'm quitting because i want my energy back and to be able to focus on her and my wife too!
So far it hasn't been easy, with thoughts throughout the day about weed. Even when i first wake up and go into the bathroom I think about it! But I look in the mirror and say " I don't want it, I don't need it!".
Yeterday i had a business meeting very very close to my dealers apartment. I didn't even go, even though it would have been sooo easy. Once again i said to myself "I don't want it, I don't need it!".
Telling myself this has helped and I hope I can go many more days/months/years without it.
I had a bad headache last night and some sweats... but my sleep was much better on night four. I have been having vivid wild dreams, not really nightmares or anything. I actually love the dreaming part again... its almost like a drug in itself!
Everyone else who is quitting, keep it up! I believe life will be better without the drug in it!
BTW - great forum, thanks to the admins for putting this up. Reading other stories is a big help!
So far it hasn't been easy, with thoughts throughout the day about weed. Even when i first wake up and go into the bathroom I think about it! But I look in the mirror and say " I don't want it, I don't need it!".
Yeterday i had a business meeting very very close to my dealers apartment. I didn't even go, even though it would have been sooo easy. Once again i said to myself "I don't want it, I don't need it!".
Telling myself this has helped and I hope I can go many more days/months/years without it.
I had a bad headache last night and some sweats... but my sleep was much better on night four. I have been having vivid wild dreams, not really nightmares or anything. I actually love the dreaming part again... its almost like a drug in itself!
Everyone else who is quitting, keep it up! I believe life will be better without the drug in it!
BTW - great forum, thanks to the admins for putting this up. Reading other stories is a big help!
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