Hi there, im new on CannabisRehab.org but desperately need to get some advice.
Ive been with my partner for 15 years and there has honestly not been a single day in all that time that he hasnt smoked it.. even when we go on holiday abroad he has to sneak off to score. My main problem is that we have a 6 year old daughter (who isnt stupid) and he thinks nothing of skinning up in the kitchen while shes in the living room. He smokes it at work during the day andd then the first thing he does when he walks in at teatime is go and roll a joint and then goes back outside and smokes it before he has time to sit with our daughter or anything. Then we have the constant stream of 'visitors' that i have to explain to my daughter, which are regular and late in the night..when my daughter is again still up. It worries me that hes smoking so much and then driving me and my daughter around all the time. What would happen if he gets caught and breathelised? Would he get arrested? Plus, hes up till 4 or 5 o clock in the morning smoking it, then rolls out of bed about 1 in the afternoon (on a weekend) and the first thing he does is spark a joint up. Now if i got up and had a glass of wine as soon as i got up, id have the social services breathing down my neck for being an alcoholic and an unfit mother wouldnt i! Hes so moody, snappy and argumentative. If i try to talk to him about it he just laughs or shouts at me and tells me to stop nagging. Ive threatened to leave with our daughter but he just tells me to go ( he knows i have nowhere to go), ive asked him to leave and he just tells me to f*** off. Ive lost all respect for him and ive now lost it for myself as i am ashamed for letting my daughter live in this sort of enviroment. Im so, so sorry for rambling on.. none of my family know so i have no one to talk to about this. I just think im 30, respectable upbringing but i just feel dirty and embarressed of my partner now. I also have the awful decision to make for my daughter.. whats more detrimental to her, living without her dad or living with her dad who has this addiction? I suffer with depression and anxiety so this really doesnt help my health either. sorry.
Ive been with my partner for 15 years and there has honestly not been a single day in all that time that he hasnt smoked it.. even when we go on holiday abroad he has to sneak off to score. My main problem is that we have a 6 year old daughter (who isnt stupid) and he thinks nothing of skinning up in the kitchen while shes in the living room. He smokes it at work during the day andd then the first thing he does when he walks in at teatime is go and roll a joint and then goes back outside and smokes it before he has time to sit with our daughter or anything. Then we have the constant stream of 'visitors' that i have to explain to my daughter, which are regular and late in the night..when my daughter is again still up. It worries me that hes smoking so much and then driving me and my daughter around all the time. What would happen if he gets caught and breathelised? Would he get arrested? Plus, hes up till 4 or 5 o clock in the morning smoking it, then rolls out of bed about 1 in the afternoon (on a weekend) and the first thing he does is spark a joint up. Now if i got up and had a glass of wine as soon as i got up, id have the social services breathing down my neck for being an alcoholic and an unfit mother wouldnt i! Hes so moody, snappy and argumentative. If i try to talk to him about it he just laughs or shouts at me and tells me to stop nagging. Ive threatened to leave with our daughter but he just tells me to go ( he knows i have nowhere to go), ive asked him to leave and he just tells me to f*** off. Ive lost all respect for him and ive now lost it for myself as i am ashamed for letting my daughter live in this sort of enviroment. Im so, so sorry for rambling on.. none of my family know so i have no one to talk to about this. I just think im 30, respectable upbringing but i just feel dirty and embarressed of my partner now. I also have the awful decision to make for my daughter.. whats more detrimental to her, living without her dad or living with her dad who has this addiction? I suffer with depression and anxiety so this really doesnt help my health either. sorry.
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