i am in my 4th day of going cold turkey, i have smoked a ton of marijuana almost every single day of the last 27 years (i am 41 years old). the only interruptions were when i was travelling abroad and couldn't get access to any the drug or hash.
i used to always mix with tobacco and also smoked cigarettes. i have decided a week ago that i finally want a clear head and i know from experience that cutting down gradually doesn't work for me. so i have gone cold turkey all the way - no MJ, no cigarettes, no alcohol (i drank plenty of beer) and no coffee (drank plenty of that too).
the first 2 days were really hard, that empty feeling, heavy anxiety attacks, some rages, negative thoughts and emotions, etc. i was sweating like crazy during the last 3 nights and i couldn't sleep at all, i only managed to get a couple of hours of very nervous sleep in the morning. yesterday was a bit better, more positive emotions and thoughts and the craving was a little less, but still very strong.
i have a really strong motivation for doing this, i couldn't stand myself as a non-stop stoner anymore and it impacted my life in many negative ways. i am convinced that i'll make it this time (had a few previous attempts that failed immediately), i have never been that determined before. i knew it was going to be hard but the detox symptoms are even worse than i thought.
it has helped a lot me to read others' experiences on this cannabis rehab site and i'll be happy to share my experiences throughout this process. i am wondering for how long i will experience these detox symptoms...
i used to always mix with tobacco and also smoked cigarettes. i have decided a week ago that i finally want a clear head and i know from experience that cutting down gradually doesn't work for me. so i have gone cold turkey all the way - no MJ, no cigarettes, no alcohol (i drank plenty of beer) and no coffee (drank plenty of that too).
the first 2 days were really hard, that empty feeling, heavy anxiety attacks, some rages, negative thoughts and emotions, etc. i was sweating like crazy during the last 3 nights and i couldn't sleep at all, i only managed to get a couple of hours of very nervous sleep in the morning. yesterday was a bit better, more positive emotions and thoughts and the craving was a little less, but still very strong.
i have a really strong motivation for doing this, i couldn't stand myself as a non-stop stoner anymore and it impacted my life in many negative ways. i am convinced that i'll make it this time (had a few previous attempts that failed immediately), i have never been that determined before. i knew it was going to be hard but the detox symptoms are even worse than i thought.
it has helped a lot me to read others' experiences on this cannabis rehab site and i'll be happy to share my experiences throughout this process. i am wondering for how long i will experience these detox symptoms...
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