Well, i posted here at the beginning of January and made it to around day 12 or 13... then had a relapse... but some stuff and thought I could smoke occassionally... which i did for the first week. I bought some the drug on Friday and smoked Friday/Saturday and then went a week without it... then the following weekend toked up again. Friday, Saturday. Took Sunday off, toked up Monday and then on that Tuesday had a doctors appointment and he told me i had to detox due to a enflamed prostate. Doctor is going to start giving me prostate massages (YAY how much fun is that.... LOL) and put me on antibiotics to get my prostate back into normal condition (i'm 35 and its not normal he says for my age). I have to also give up coffee for 6 months! He told me that even one toke would spoil any progress (i don't know if I actually believe that... any thoughts???).
So after that appointment, i smoked for like 2 weeks every night.
Then I gave it up a second time and today I am on day 13...
Last night I wanted to smoke. but didn't go to get any.
This is a tough journey.
So after that appointment, i smoked for like 2 weeks every night.
Then I gave it up a second time and today I am on day 13...
Last night I wanted to smoke. but didn't go to get any.
This is a tough journey.
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