Hi, just found CannabisRehab.org so thought I would post for advice of others in a similar situation.
I'm in my early 20's, have been smoking the drug since i was 17, started daily when i turned 19, since then its been a $20 a day habbit and over 6 trips to amsterdam to get my fix.
I have come to the realisation that this has to stop now, enough is enough, iv been there done that.
I come from a very conservative family whom dont even know about the effects of the drug let alone know i smoke so much.
I live on my own and i'm currently supposed to be in my 3rd year of university, however im confident I have failed this year already, I cant concentrate one bit at getting any work done.
I just need to get passed the craving to get high, few weeks sober and im sure i will be fine.
It just doesnt happen, always just end up buying yet another sack.
I have just finnished my stash, and its happening again, im beggining to feel depressed since there aint no bud left!
This is messed up because I should consider myself very lucky and have nothing to be sad or upset about. I consider myself to be fairly well off and even though i spend so much money on the drug still own my own property and own 2 cars, so why can someone tell me this need or dependancy on weed?
I just dont get it, I should be ****in happy without this shit, whats wrong with me? why cant i be greatful for what I have without being high?
I'm in my early 20's, have been smoking the drug since i was 17, started daily when i turned 19, since then its been a $20 a day habbit and over 6 trips to amsterdam to get my fix.
I have come to the realisation that this has to stop now, enough is enough, iv been there done that.
I come from a very conservative family whom dont even know about the effects of the drug let alone know i smoke so much.
I live on my own and i'm currently supposed to be in my 3rd year of university, however im confident I have failed this year already, I cant concentrate one bit at getting any work done.
I just need to get passed the craving to get high, few weeks sober and im sure i will be fine.
It just doesnt happen, always just end up buying yet another sack.
I have just finnished my stash, and its happening again, im beggining to feel depressed since there aint no bud left!
This is messed up because I should consider myself very lucky and have nothing to be sad or upset about. I consider myself to be fairly well off and even though i spend so much money on the drug still own my own property and own 2 cars, so why can someone tell me this need or dependancy on weed?
I just dont get it, I should be ****in happy without this shit, whats wrong with me? why cant i be greatful for what I have without being high?
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