I've been reading this cannabis rehab site for a couple weeks now and have decided to post my story. I have read that it's better to have a stop date to go by and mine is tomorrow, Easter Sunday. I have been smoking blunts daily for 14 years. All day, every day, 3-5 blunts a day. I have a master's degree, a great job of 9 years and a great family. I have lived over a decade in a pattern of smoking from the time I got up to the time I went to bed. Once my child was born I would just go sit in my car in the garage to smoke. My wife was tolerant, and to a certain measure stills is, but I know I need to finally kick this habit. I have let mj run my life for a long time. I was always had to smoke before going somewhere, avoid friendships, trips, etc with people who didn't smoke. Basically, I have just isolated myself from mostly everybody I know. I live an hour away from my dealer so I made the trip every couple weeks. There's nobody around me that I can really relate to, so I stay home and smoke as soon as I get home from work. Tomorrow is the day that I stop and I am scared to say the least. I have tried before, but the desire/need to get some was too much and I would fall back in. I have been an oz. a week smoker and now it's time to stop. I think the mental challenges for me will be tougher than any physical challenges. this cannabis rehab site is great and thank you for allowing me to speak a little.
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