Hey mates, Im 23 yr old man I think I may have a problem with weed. Basically I been smoking for about 5 years now but in the last 6 months this has ramped up, probably due to stress (although that may be a cop out excuse) and also due to becoming friends with a dealer so Ive never had a problem getting it.
Every morning I get up in a daze, drive to work in a daze, spend my day miserable and grumpy and constantly thinking about when I finish my day at work and can go home and smoke weed. Ive pretty much stopped my hobbies and whilst I make an effort to see my friends on a weekly basis, Ive become detached from my family. My life consists of going to work, coming home, smoking all night and watching films/playing games. Ive put weight on, stopped exercising and started eating crisps and anything that doesnt require effort to make. Im in the worst physical state Ive ever been in and I hate myself and that only increases my using!
In the last 2 or 3 weeks Ive started becoming paranoid and am having these thoughts about maybe my mind is backwards or that I was born faulty and that everybody knows this and its some huge cover up where everybody pretends Im normal.
Has anybody else had experiences like this? Ive spent the last 2 years lost in a stoned world of books and television and I gotta stop this. Im starting to even lose track of what is real and what is imagined, agh!
Can anybody offer me some advice on this?
Is it best to go cold turkey or to wind down?
Should I take time off work when I quit or will that make it harder?
Sorry for the mega post lol, and thanks for any help.
Every morning I get up in a daze, drive to work in a daze, spend my day miserable and grumpy and constantly thinking about when I finish my day at work and can go home and smoke weed. Ive pretty much stopped my hobbies and whilst I make an effort to see my friends on a weekly basis, Ive become detached from my family. My life consists of going to work, coming home, smoking all night and watching films/playing games. Ive put weight on, stopped exercising and started eating crisps and anything that doesnt require effort to make. Im in the worst physical state Ive ever been in and I hate myself and that only increases my using!
In the last 2 or 3 weeks Ive started becoming paranoid and am having these thoughts about maybe my mind is backwards or that I was born faulty and that everybody knows this and its some huge cover up where everybody pretends Im normal.
Has anybody else had experiences like this? Ive spent the last 2 years lost in a stoned world of books and television and I gotta stop this. Im starting to even lose track of what is real and what is imagined, agh!
Can anybody offer me some advice on this?
Is it best to go cold turkey or to wind down?
Should I take time off work when I quit or will that make it harder?
Sorry for the mega post lol, and thanks for any help.
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