Today is the day. I have some incentive....a girl I was madly in love with many years ago wants to go out. We both married other ppl now we are divorced. She made a comment to me last night saying she remembered I smoked but she knows I don't now cuz I'm a daddy. I've done this before....2.5 years 07-09. Started back last august. I guess I was kind of down on myself and wanted to smoke again. At least I know I'm capable. If this isn't incentive enough idk what is....I just want to be happy again, high on life. It's not like I'm a big smoker, for example just had a small pinner yesterday...been looking at this cannabis rehab site for a while, ppl that post helps a lot of ppl that just read so keep posting you all. Of course if this doesn't work out with this girl I might go back. Idk yet....
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