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[TomBombadill]

Sup their, just looking to say hi and that I'm here reading posts and thinking about my own problems and how they relate to others. Specifically what got me where the posts about anxiety, panic-attacks, and fear, that fear of the all knowing black void of death that we all face. While the longer I go without smoking the less these intruders are welcomed into my everyday conscious thoughts, the remnants of the damage are still there, below the surface and like to intrude from time to time, but I have made it very clear I'm done with all this.

The longer I go without toking, the more my mental health comes back, not to mention my ability to read and comprehend literature, read people and circumstances honestly, understand people's body language and choices and those of myself, ect. Man they say the drug aight so bad, but I'm convinced otherwise, it is addictive habitually and mentally, and it is very tainted T.B.O at least round here I wasn't getting the flushed stuff. Wither it is deliberate or not (I could go into conspiracy rant here), stay away from the beasters, and that smoke that don't smoke well, ya dig? That tweed that hasn't been flushed and doesn't burn properly, sparks when you light and don't burn to straight grey / white ash with onie's, ect. I know high times has properly warned you before about all this, but those chemi buds in particular I blame (other than my own less than righteous decision making.) Anyway I wish you all plenty of mental health and wealth, and hope we are all able to monitor and alter our decision making apparatus's so we don't smoke again (ever) and kick the wacky mary jane.

sidhartha.allah@gmail.com

[Cannabis Rehab Admin]

Hi Tom and welcome to the forum.

Weed can cause anxiety and panic attacks or at least make them a lot worse, it sounds like quitting is probably a very good idea. It’s good to hear you are benefiting from not smoking, stick with it I am sure you will benefit more and more as time goes by. I know what you mean about the chemicals, a lot the drug isn’t flushed properly, I suppose the longer you spend feeding it the chemicals and the less time you give it just pure water (flushing) the bigger the yields, which can mean you end up smoking some pretty nasty chemicals. Anyway hang in there buddy it sounds like you are doing great, I am sure you can do it. Any time you need to vent please feel free.

Take care, thanks for posting and please keep us posted on how it goes.

All the best and good luck!

[man with no name]

Please help me here. What is T.B.O? And yes, I have noticed a spark or two when smoking a bart. What is that? Chemicals? Anybody know what kind of chemicals are used? And they say God made marijuana.