Hi Guys,
After 3 months of soberity, i relapsed very badly that i am not able do my PhD and recover at the moment. It happened to be like a really bad disease for me. When it relapses, i show no function at all including eating and showering. I even don't listen to music or watch something. I will go back to Turkey for one semester and live with my mother and sister where i wouldn't find weed. My wife will be staying in Netherlands since she is on halfway of her PhD. I started to smoke marijuana five years ago when i was 23. I'm trying to detox it since 1.5 year but it's always relapsing and it really happened to be like a disaster in my life.
Since i've also bipolarr mood disorder, it's really will be good to have psychoterapy in my home town, may be visiting some cities of Turkey, doing sports that i want to do, play my musical instrument i.e... I plan to spend my time with activites.
Just wanted to share my feelings.
Greetings,
After 3 months of soberity, i relapsed very badly that i am not able do my PhD and recover at the moment. It happened to be like a really bad disease for me. When it relapses, i show no function at all including eating and showering. I even don't listen to music or watch something. I will go back to Turkey for one semester and live with my mother and sister where i wouldn't find weed. My wife will be staying in Netherlands since she is on halfway of her PhD. I started to smoke marijuana five years ago when i was 23. I'm trying to detox it since 1.5 year but it's always relapsing and it really happened to be like a disaster in my life.
Since i've also bipolarr mood disorder, it's really will be good to have psychoterapy in my home town, may be visiting some cities of Turkey, doing sports that i want to do, play my musical instrument i.e... I plan to spend my time with activites.
Just wanted to share my feelings.

Greetings,
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