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Hi guys,
It has been 4 months since i last smoked, i feel very happy and positive about it and i wanted to share with you.
I smoked the drug heavily for 4 years and tried to detox in the last year, relapsed many times, but at last i'm gone through the worst part and i'm enjoying my weed-free life now! I had totally lost my hope and I was hating the person that i'd become because of my addiction. I was feeling like it would never change, i will never be happy again, my self confidence will be gone forever, i will always be disconnected from people i.e... However, after 3 months, things really started to change and , i again feel connected to world! Ones, i used to believe that the drug was my main connection to world, but then it just happened to be a cage that was isolating me from everything, and now i see that everything will settle if i stay strong in my battle and stay clean! My cognitive abilites are much better, my sociapathy is gone; i can enjoy being with people and have natural conversations with them, i'm very happy with my wife, i care about the cleaning of my house, i'm much less anxious and obsessed about things and the list goes on...
Still, time to time, withdrawels are coming like a wave for a few days but experiencing that they go away, i'm growing stronger in my battle! Addiction is really an infinite loop in which i do not function at all and seeing that i'm satisfied with myself much more after 4 months, gives some real hope to me for the future!
Guys, we really need to brake this infinite loop and live our lives! Addiction is something that puts us in one state of mind where it has a one-track mission: "to seek and use the drug!". It's not easy to break this loop but i see that it can be done and this worths everything.
Greetings to all,
It has been 4 months since i last smoked, i feel very happy and positive about it and i wanted to share with you.
I smoked the drug heavily for 4 years and tried to detox in the last year, relapsed many times, but at last i'm gone through the worst part and i'm enjoying my weed-free life now! I had totally lost my hope and I was hating the person that i'd become because of my addiction. I was feeling like it would never change, i will never be happy again, my self confidence will be gone forever, i will always be disconnected from people i.e... However, after 3 months, things really started to change and , i again feel connected to world! Ones, i used to believe that the drug was my main connection to world, but then it just happened to be a cage that was isolating me from everything, and now i see that everything will settle if i stay strong in my battle and stay clean! My cognitive abilites are much better, my sociapathy is gone; i can enjoy being with people and have natural conversations with them, i'm very happy with my wife, i care about the cleaning of my house, i'm much less anxious and obsessed about things and the list goes on...
Still, time to time, withdrawels are coming like a wave for a few days but experiencing that they go away, i'm growing stronger in my battle! Addiction is really an infinite loop in which i do not function at all and seeing that i'm satisfied with myself much more after 4 months, gives some real hope to me for the future!
Guys, we really need to brake this infinite loop and live our lives! Addiction is something that puts us in one state of mind where it has a one-track mission: "to seek and use the drug!". It's not easy to break this loop but i see that it can be done and this worths everything.
Greetings to all,
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