Hello everyone. I have been smoking pot since I was 16 years old. I quit for about two years and then started up again when I moved to a new state at 19 yrs old.
I had been wanting to detox for some time now, but didn't have the motivation or a good reason to detox since I used it to self medicate for anxiety and depression. I'm aware that is not a smart thing to do since pot only leads to further depression and anxiety, but after being on a number of anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds and not liking the way I felt on them I continued to smoke pot.
My fiance and I sat down recently and decided that we both needed to detox our vices, he drinks, I smoke. We want to get healthier because we want to start a family after we get married and I don't want to be smoking pot when I get pregnant or after I have kids. I figured it's easier to detox now while I'm not pregnant than quitting after I found out I was.
This is a huge step for me as I have been smoking almost everyday for 4 or 5 years now. I woke up this morning on edge because I knew I was out of pot and I was not suppose to buy anymore at this point. I know how I got when I couldn't find any to buy and I'm scared that's how I'm going to be for a few days while going through this. I hadn't even been awake 30 min before I was standing in the kitchen in tears over something so small and petty.
I've read several posts on CannabisRehab.org and everyone seems very helpful here. I know I can do this, I'm just scared shitless right now of what I'm going to have to go through to get over it.
I had been wanting to detox for some time now, but didn't have the motivation or a good reason to detox since I used it to self medicate for anxiety and depression. I'm aware that is not a smart thing to do since pot only leads to further depression and anxiety, but after being on a number of anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds and not liking the way I felt on them I continued to smoke pot.
My fiance and I sat down recently and decided that we both needed to detox our vices, he drinks, I smoke. We want to get healthier because we want to start a family after we get married and I don't want to be smoking pot when I get pregnant or after I have kids. I figured it's easier to detox now while I'm not pregnant than quitting after I found out I was.
This is a huge step for me as I have been smoking almost everyday for 4 or 5 years now. I woke up this morning on edge because I knew I was out of pot and I was not suppose to buy anymore at this point. I know how I got when I couldn't find any to buy and I'm scared that's how I'm going to be for a few days while going through this. I hadn't even been awake 30 min before I was standing in the kitchen in tears over something so small and petty.
I've read several posts on CannabisRehab.org and everyone seems very helpful here. I know I can do this, I'm just scared shitless right now of what I'm going to have to go through to get over it.
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