i have been heavily smoking the drug for 5 months, this may seem like nothing to some people but i must say i am finding it extremely difficult to quit. i have been off it for a week now and it has been hell. i cannot get it off my mind. every night i dream about lighting up a joint and it feels so good but when i wake up i feel depressed cause im not high. ive had some crazy anxiety aswell, to the point where my chest starts to hurt. just recently ive been noticing how much its been affecting/destroying my life even just in 5 months. when i started smoking i stopped hanging out with all my friends excpet for the ones that also smoked. i havnt had a gf since i started smoking casue im too lazy to get out and meet people. ive been having close calls at work as far as almost getting hurt goes. theres a roach siting in my glove compartment that ive thought about everyday, but so far ive been able to hold back. i need to stay clean, i have a very addictive personality and im afraid if i start smoking again im never gonna quit, ill just smoke myself to death. i would appreciate any support and advise to help me stay off it, its nice to know im not fighting this battle alone
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