I am a 27 year old female and have smoked since i was 15. I quit for several years when pregnant and whilst babies were young and in recent years smoked the strong skunk for 3 years. I didnt notice any negative effects until november last year, when the skunk began triggering panic attacks. This caused me to cut down and throughout december i had the occasional dizzy spell and panic attack after smoking which forced me to stop. I lost my nan on xmas day which came as a huge shock and my mum was rushed into hospital on boxing day so as you can imagine i was pretty stressed at this point. The week between xmas and new year i had a bit of solids to keep me calm. After this the sleepless nights and terrible dreams began and the night before the funeral 3 weeks into january i took a few tokes on a skunk joint to help me sleep. Never again! I shook in bed uncontrollably for 3 hours and my mind and heart was racing. The following day i woke up full of adrenaleine still and shook throughout the whole funeral. My emotions felt blocked and numb, The anxiety was immense and became constant everyday after that. I was prescribed sleeping tablets for a week which helped at night time but the anxiety throughout the day has ruined my life. I have had to stop seeing my family as they have all been ill or depressed and the worrying made me worse. I had a constant headache for 4 weeks and a migraine that lasted 3 days. My visions been worse and blurred at times. I have had all the mental and physical symptoms of anxiety and a friend of mine said 'the anxiety is a slow come down off the skunk!' I must admit im starting to feel a lot better, my heads no longer fuzzy and i ve come to terms with the fact that im suffering anxiety and the physical symptoms will not kill me!!! The chest pains were so bad i had my heart checked by e c g. I ve also had my pupils dilated and my eyes thoroughly checked so no longer feel anxious about these things! But still feel very restless and evening times are the worst, i can hardly sit still! I have been a complete chatterbox and people struggle to keep up with me, could ths be the fact that i was stoned or all them years and now my brains starting to work again?!
Thanks in advance for any response to this post, im not able to speak to many peple as my habbit was something i kept from most as being a mother its not something im proud of.
Sally
Thanks in advance for any response to this post, im not able to speak to many peple as my habbit was something i kept from most as being a mother its not something im proud of.
Sally
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