Hey i have recently quit smoking weed... I've stopped for about a month already and still going strong. I have noticed a big difference from the first two weeks which were really tough... however the last two days I feel kinda how i did in the first weeks... I felt like i was getting a lot better and then it kind of came back. I feel like a weight is on my shoulders... I'm feeling lazy and really unmotivated... I think i may be depressed, and because of that i have been looking online at all the diseases that marijuana can increase like schizophrenia... do you think there is any chance I could be getting it? I am in my 2nd year or University/College. Also i find when i'm not busy my mind seems to run and over think everything... is that normal? for example even if i'm watching TV... i dont seem to enjoy it as much as i used to and i feel like i watching a box with moving pictures... where as before i would really get into the movie and enjoy it. I dont know if that makes sense... but i'm trying to figure out if something is really wrong with me mentally... or if its just because i am not stoned? Another thing is I am terrified of death... and I always worry about it before i go to sleep at night... has anyone experienced this? ... and on another note... I find that during the day I seem okay... but as soon as it becomes night out and its dark i start to worry more and think negative thoughts.
I want to feel the way i felt before i started smoking... and at the early stages. I feel like i have no emotion anymore... and everything is just boring. Things i used to love don't seem to be as fun anymore.
Sorry if this doesn't make much sense, I'm just writing down random things as they come to me... but are other people feeling the same way, or have you felt this way? I really want to get better... is there anything i can do to help this process?
Thanks... And good luck to everyone.
I want to feel the way i felt before i started smoking... and at the early stages. I feel like i have no emotion anymore... and everything is just boring. Things i used to love don't seem to be as fun anymore.
Sorry if this doesn't make much sense, I'm just writing down random things as they come to me... but are other people feeling the same way, or have you felt this way? I really want to get better... is there anything i can do to help this process?
Thanks... And good luck to everyone.
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