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Hi folks,

Just a quick note in regards to the moderation of the group. Sometimes if I am a bit short on time or if we get a lot of posts at once I may have to just skim the overall gist of the posts rather than reading them word for word before I approve them, also we all have a different perspective as to what is acceptable and thus there may sometimes be the odd post that gets through that you may feel is inappropriate. And while this doesn’t seem to happen very often if there is anything that anybody reads and feels is inappropriate then please feel free to either shoot me a PM or use the contact form to let me know and I will always be happy to take another look at it.

Please keep in mind however that a post does have to be quite bad or harmful to the group as a whole for us to delete it, I don’t like to be too heavy handed with that kind of moderation and try to reserve it for only when it is absolutely necessarily as generally I like people to be able to have their say and most things can be ironed out with dialogue and often we can all learn from it, that said if you feel something is inappropriate like I say please feel free to let me know and I will be happy to take another look.


All the best,

Cannabis Rehab Admin

If you wish to Use then Use, Your Body Your Choice, You're NOT a Criminal and I wish you well!

My Choice is to be Drug Rehabilitated for 15 years because I Chose to be free from its Control on me!
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  • heavy drug addict cold turky 4th day

    marijuana withdrawal symptoms relief
    im under 30years old, I lost everything, friends, family, job, money, relations. I did this to myself with a LOT of low quality drugs mostly cannabis, alcohol and cigarettes.

    4ish? years of living inside taking bong hits and eating junk food at midnight. following the name of the current day doesn't seem to apply to me.

    the stuff I smoked is low low grade, mixed with cigarettes, dirt, dust, and random plants most likely, who knows but my body feels like its on fire and I shake sometimes.

    the first day I quit, I got into a fight at the supermarket, the second day I got into a fight on the bus, the third day today I woke up at 4am and started scratching my face - big red scratch marks - after such a scary dream I felt like it was so real. cuts all over my fists, people must be scared of me. I try to smile. I punch walls at home in rage which comes out of nowhere. today must be around by 3rd or 4th day clean of any drug other then aspirin althout asprin make me vomit with no food inside and vomiting bubbly foamy spit hurts.

    heavy sweating at times, sever sever mood swings, I laugh I cry I want to attack people. someone looked at me the wrong way I swore and spat at them.

    zero appetite, though today I ate yoghurt and some icecream somehow I forced that down and gave me a little energy. I did some pushups that seemed to help with the appetite too, though I almost fainted.

    my eyes have black rings around the bottom part though seem to have cleared up slightly making me able to open my eyes wider in the sunlight.

    I joined a language class and told the teacher im an addict with withdrawals straight out and what to expect from me, I sit and draw all over the textbook by myself or gaze out the window and sometimes repeat the foreign words. the other students seem to know whats up, they are very cautious of me though they are kind to me although I am not to them which gives me happiness and im very very appreciative although they probably don't know it so I feel very selfish this way but im so desperate for any feelings towards me maybe ill buy some snack food and share it with them one day but I feel embarrassed because I feel it shows im weak if that makes any sense at all.

    my head feels like its full of water and on fire constantly and when im put on the spot without having planned what to say in advance I feel like crying or will get very aggressive. nothing else comes to mind and its when im put on the spot is when I don't remember to control myself in advance is when things get very ugly for everyone.

    I know its all in my head but maybe it isn't but maybe it is but maybe it isn't but that's how drugs work it seems or maybe is isn't, god save us all.

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    marijuana withdrawal symptoms relief
    Hi there Unregistered,

    It sounds like you are having some truly awful withdrawal symptoms, but I am proud of you for sticking with it and you should be proud of yourself too!

    Keep going! Things will get so much better for you and it will be all worth it. It might take a little time, but real life is so much better, I promise.

    Keep posting because it will reinforce your mindset to quit and good luck!

    Alice :-)

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