Hello everyone
Im new here and I want to stop smoking weed because its getting out of hand.
I have a personality disorder so taking risks comes hand in hand but I always had it under control or so I thought.
Three years ago I was diagnosed with arthritis and the pain can be excrutiating at times so I started smoking weed to help because the side efects from the medication are not nice but as time went on I started smoking more and more. First it was one zoot a night, then I started smoking the minute I got home from work and when lockdown happened and I was furloughed I started smoking first thing in the morning and in the last month I have spent over £300 in weed.
Im not even enjoying it anymore, I feel like I smoke zoot after zoot just because. I cant seem to remember having a clear head, as in the last month I have been pretty much stoned all day everyday.
Last night I smoked the last of my weed and throw away the grinder and the papers, but im twiching already and I can pick up the phone and go and get a bag but I dont want to.
Im new here and I want to stop smoking weed because its getting out of hand.
I have a personality disorder so taking risks comes hand in hand but I always had it under control or so I thought.
Three years ago I was diagnosed with arthritis and the pain can be excrutiating at times so I started smoking weed to help because the side efects from the medication are not nice but as time went on I started smoking more and more. First it was one zoot a night, then I started smoking the minute I got home from work and when lockdown happened and I was furloughed I started smoking first thing in the morning and in the last month I have spent over £300 in weed.
Im not even enjoying it anymore, I feel like I smoke zoot after zoot just because. I cant seem to remember having a clear head, as in the last month I have been pretty much stoned all day everyday.
Last night I smoked the last of my weed and throw away the grinder and the papers, but im twiching already and I can pick up the phone and go and get a bag but I dont want to.
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