I've been a smoker since I was a teenager, I'm 28 now. I really wanna stop because I see how my substance abuse is a constant excuse for me not to do things. I end up staying in bed all day smoking. I've left the house maybe 3 or 4 times this month suffering from agoraphobia since I was attacked out the front of my house last year.
I was getting better this year, but the past two months have been an absolute relapse back into my unhealthy habit.
I just can't bring myself to actually stop even though it's what I want and deeply wish I had the courage to do. I've gotten to the point where I'm now using my rent money to smoke.
Can anyone offer any advice to get me over the line to finally stop buying?
peace and love community <3
I was getting better this year, but the past two months have been an absolute relapse back into my unhealthy habit.
I just can't bring myself to actually stop even though it's what I want and deeply wish I had the courage to do. I've gotten to the point where I'm now using my rent money to smoke.
Can anyone offer any advice to get me over the line to finally stop buying?
peace and love community <3
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