im a 20 year old female with my whole life ahead of me.. im do modelling part time and i have a great job and lots of friends..so its not affecting my way of life..just mentally..
i have been smokin the drug for 3/4 years..everyday..i can smoke alot..normally just an 8th its only at night that i smoke it sometimes on the way to work and it doesnt affect my work either ..its fine when ive got it..i have a great sleep and i wake up fine the next day and it relax's me and makes all my problems go away.. then for instance like now..i havent got any and im goin mad..i feel like pullin my hair out and im shaking and im so stressed and cant stop cryin i feel like im goin mad when i aint got any and i hate it..i wish i cud b normal and go sleep without but i cant...im so stressed rite now and i cant calm myself down..all i need is a spliff and ill be back to normal this cant be right....i dont know what to do..please help and advise me what to do...
i have been smokin the drug for 3/4 years..everyday..i can smoke alot..normally just an 8th its only at night that i smoke it sometimes on the way to work and it doesnt affect my work either ..its fine when ive got it..i have a great sleep and i wake up fine the next day and it relax's me and makes all my problems go away.. then for instance like now..i havent got any and im goin mad..i feel like pullin my hair out and im shaking and im so stressed and cant stop cryin i feel like im goin mad when i aint got any and i hate it..i wish i cud b normal and go sleep without but i cant...im so stressed rite now and i cant calm myself down..all i need is a spliff and ill be back to normal this cant be right....i dont know what to do..please help and advise me what to do...
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