i'v been overdoing everything i get my hands on for my entire life-now at present i'v been trying to stop smoking pot for 4 or 5 years-the more i smoke the more i want to stop and then i smoke more-wen i have time on my hands i smoke joint after joint-these days i', smoking 18 to 20 joints a day-a quarter would last about a day and a half-becoming reliant on it is bad for my brain-i wish i didnt spend day after day year after year with my head up my hole-i try to sort this problem out regularly and keep failing-i aint smokd 2day cause my handy local supply was dry-i'm gald of that now-today is my first day as a dope free mixd up man-going by past experience so i expect to be okay for a bit-sometimes its a few days wile other times i cave in within the hour-many times i'v blastd like a maniac on a bit of gear so that wen its done i'll stop-dont put ur hand in the fire-i just jump straight in-my plan this time is to let others in the same boat know how i'm getting on-its mainly to help me-if one other person is helpd by it then happy days-the more the nonstoned merrier-smokn pot got me down-feeln draind sressed and tired gets me down-i know that smokn dope is endless-to u others stopping its a full time job-other people r lucky not haven a problem with it-its not a bad thing-me overdoind it was the problem-self control is missing from my control panel-i dont even want it-if someone could send me to sleep 2nite and the morro i'd waken up never wantn a smoke again i'd take that-but that aint the way it is-i no all the reasons for stopping but just cant-like many of u i cant c ahead-people who'v crackd it or nonsmokers would say just stop-wish it wer that easy folks-last time i stoppd 4 18 months i learnd the guitar-wat will i choose this time?to u-learn something new to fill the time-my problem arises wen i'v stoppd 4 a few days, feel bettr and start smokn again-
so how do i feel now?ok but apprehensive-failure has a gud trak record-i know wat i want but havent a clue how to get it-
so how do i feel now?ok but apprehensive-failure has a gud trak record-i know wat i want but havent a clue how to get it-
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