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Thanks gateway, I’m about 13 weeks clean still going, I’m seeing some improvements although still dealing with depression & inconsistent sleep

Anybody here?
Over 9 weeks clean now, seeing slight improvements

Just over 6 weeks clean now. Been waking up in the night covered in sweat, shows THC is still in my body, been having dreams about weed aswell. I’ve been feeling really depressed, my minds been...

Hi John & Gateway - thanks for the replies and encouragement. It does seem it takes a long time to feel better, don’t get me wrong that does suck but the good thing is I haven’t felt any temptation...

Hi john, 18 days now, been having insomnia & very powerful paranoia/anxiety along with depression, did you have this, when did this calm down a bit?
My brain feels fried, Feels awful.

15 days clean now, been having extreme paranoia, strong depression (especially in mornings), the anger has died down though.

Hi JCW & gateway 👍
I’ve still got some stresses in my life but the job situation is better, work is ok although it’s very tough while I’m like this but still got to work, did you guys manage to work...

Well here I am trying to quit weed again after so many failed attempts.
I’m 6 days clean, it’s been absolute hell, lots of paranoia, depression, anxiety, sweating, anger and confusion.
I’m so...

Update for anyone who’s interested. I did fall off the wagon and went back to daily smoking for a few months as things in my life became so massively stressful, I’ve had a damn lot of stress in life...

Hello everyone, I ain’t been great to be honest I’ve had some bad stress, I was 3 months and 3 weeks clean but I did smoke with my friend the last two days, I was that down and stressed that I gave...

Hi Alice thank you for the reply.
By getting a break I mean getting a chance, like a chance at a decent job where I will feel comfortable and things go well for once.
I’m gonna be honest I know...

So I didn’t get the job, probably for the best as there was too many lies it was all a mess. I’ve just felt so run down the last few weeks, the last two nights I’ve really struggled to get to sleep...

Hi Alice, yes I don’t like lying but let’s be honest if I apply for jobs saying I’ve been out of work for 3 years with depression they are most likely going to turn me away so what choice do I have...

Hi Alice thanks for the reply.
The interview didn’t go great in the end.
Quite a weird one really as first of all the interview was going very well and they liked me (booked me in for a second...

Hi Alice thank you for the reply.
The thing is I would not be able to ask for the hours to be lowered.
I feel like I might struggle but if I stay on benefits I’m losing money each month.
It’s a...

Hi Alice
I may actually have another job opportunity coming up, my friend got me an interview at a warehouse job for Friday where he works, only thing is it’s full time 40+ hours a week but I’m...

Hi Alice and JWC,
Don’t worry about posting both your feelings in my thread I also read through them and I can relate to a lot of things, you are both welcome to air you’re feelings in here anytime....

Hi Alice thank you for the support, yes I do feel a bit sad and disappointed but also relieved to not have to go back there.
The job didn’t suit me at all, I will take a week or two to recuperate...

Well I left the job as I was absolutely hating it so bad, I was dreading each shift, my anxiety was through the roof.
I’m gonna be claiming benefits again as I’ve got a note for anxiety from the...

Yeah I think I made a mistake applying for this job to be honest, I should of known I would struggle in customer service but I thought it seems quieter in this casino as there’s not always a lot of...

Done a 6 hour shift this evening and I didn’t enjoy it much to be honest, some customers are rude and try to belittle you, also I just notice that the staff here are very confident and extroverted...

Thank you Alice you’re reply really helped me so much, you are right I can’t keep running, maybe this will be good for me to push through it, I can’t lie I am very distressed about it but I can’t...

Thank you for the reply Alice, you are right about the thoughts being negative and me thinking it will effect my working relationship with my work colleagues and the customers & my job performance as...

I think a big part of it is my neck scar aswell, it’s holding me back confidence wise. It’s making me socially shy.

Well I done my first week and if I’m honest so far I feel it’s not a job I’ll like, I can’t help but feel paranoid about my scar and it seems to be a place where there’s loads of vindictive gossip,...