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    Anybody here? Over 9 weeks clean now, seeing...

    Anybody here?
    Over 9 weeks clean now, seeing slight improvements
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    Just over 6 weeks clean now. Been waking up in...

    Just over 6 weeks clean now. Been waking up in the night covered in sweat, shows THC is still in my body, been having dreams about weed aswell. Iíve been feeling really depressed, my minds been...
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    Hi John & Gateway - thanks for the replies and...

    Hi John & Gateway - thanks for the replies and encouragement. It does seem it takes a long time to feel better, donít get me wrong that does suck but the good thing is I havenít felt any temptation...
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    Hi john, 18 days now, been having insomnia & very...

    Hi john, 18 days now, been having insomnia & very powerful paranoia/anxiety along with depression, did you have this, when did this calm down a bit?
    My brain feels fried, Feels awful.
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    15 days clean now, been having extreme paranoia,...

    15 days clean now, been having extreme paranoia, strong depression (especially in mornings), the anger has died down though.
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    Hi JCW & gateway 👍 Iíve still got some stresses...

    Hi JCW & gateway 👍
    Iíve still got some stresses in my life but the job situation is better, work is ok although itís very tough while Iím like this but still got to work, did you guys manage to work...
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    The long road

    Well here I am trying to quit weed again after so many failed attempts.
    Iím 6 days clean, itís been absolute hell, lots of paranoia, depression, anxiety, sweating, anger and confusion.
    Iím so...
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    Update for anyone whoís interested. I did fall...

    Update for anyone whoís interested. I did fall off the wagon and went back to daily smoking for a few months as things in my life became so massively stressful, Iíve had a damn lot of stress in life...
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    Hello everyone, I ainít been great to be honest...

    Hello everyone, I ainít been great to be honest Iíve had some bad stress, I was 3 months and 3 weeks clean but I did smoke with my friend the last two days, I was that down and stressed that I gave...
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    Hi Alice thank you for the reply. By getting a...

    Hi Alice thank you for the reply.
    By getting a break I mean getting a chance, like a chance at a decent job where I will feel comfortable and things go well for once.
    Iím gonna be honest I know...
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    So I didnít get the job, probably for the best as...

    So I didnít get the job, probably for the best as there was too many lies it was all a mess. Iíve just felt so run down the last few weeks, the last two nights Iíve really struggled to get to sleep...
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    Hi Alice, yes I donít like lying but letís be...

    Hi Alice, yes I donít like lying but letís be honest if I apply for jobs saying Iíve been out of work for 3 years with depression they are most likely going to turn me away so what choice do I have...
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    Hi Alice thanks for the reply. The interview...

    Hi Alice thanks for the reply.
    The interview didnít go great in the end.
    Quite a weird one really as first of all the interview was going very well and they liked me (booked me in for a second...
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    Hi Alice thank you for the reply. The thing is I...

    Hi Alice thank you for the reply.
    The thing is I would not be able to ask for the hours to be lowered.
    I feel like I might struggle but if I stay on benefits Iím losing money each month.
    Itís a...
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    Hi Alice I may actually have another job...

    Hi Alice
    I may actually have another job opportunity coming up, my friend got me an interview at a warehouse job for Friday where he works, only thing is itís full time 40+ hours a week but Iím...
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    Hi Alice and JWC, Donít worry about posting both...

    Hi Alice and JWC,
    Donít worry about posting both your feelings in my thread I also read through them and I can relate to a lot of things, you are both welcome to air youíre feelings in here anytime....
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    Hi Alice thank you for the support, yes I do feel...

    Hi Alice thank you for the support, yes I do feel a bit sad and disappointed but also relieved to not have to go back there.
    The job didnít suit me at all, I will take a week or two to recuperate...
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    Well I left the job as I was absolutely hating it...

    Well I left the job as I was absolutely hating it so bad, I was dreading each shift, my anxiety was through the roof.
    Iím gonna be claiming benefits again as Iíve got a note for anxiety from the...
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    Yeah I think I made a mistake applying for this...

    Yeah I think I made a mistake applying for this job to be honest, I should of known I would struggle in customer service but I thought it seems quieter in this casino as thereís not always a lot of...
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    Done a 6 hour shift this evening and I didnít...

    Done a 6 hour shift this evening and I didnít enjoy it much to be honest, some customers are rude and try to belittle you, also I just notice that the staff here are very confident and extroverted...
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    Thank you Alice youíre reply really helped me so...

    Thank you Alice youíre reply really helped me so much, you are right I canít keep running, maybe this will be good for me to push through it, I canít lie I am very distressed about it but I canít...
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    Thank you for the reply Alice, you are right...

    Thank you for the reply Alice, you are right about the thoughts being negative and me thinking it will effect my working relationship with my work colleagues and the customers & my job performance as...
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    I think a big part of it is my neck scar aswell,...

    I think a big part of it is my neck scar aswell, itís holding me back confidence wise. Itís making me socially shy.
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    Well I done my first week and if Iím honest so...

    Well I done my first week and if Iím honest so far I feel itís not a job Iíll like, I canít help but feel paranoid about my scar and it seems to be a place where thereís loads of vindictive gossip,...
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    Another thing I havenít mentioned that makes me...

    Another thing I havenít mentioned that makes me situation a bit tougher is I have a scar across my neck from a accident that happened a few years ago, itís still a red/pinkish colour, it may seem...
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